January 2024 — Layered Thoughts

January 2024 layered thoughts — might send message, earlier life lived, relationship ends falls, metaphysical reflection dead, buddhism every newcomer, authentic requires known.

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January 926 layers
Thought 1

Might send a message to Tiffany.

Thought 2

Earlier life lived amongst gods and goddesses is worth living.

Thought 3

So a relationship ends but really falls away. It’s nothing to do with the egos of those two people concerned. Although that’s what we’re told, loving you is easier than anything I’ve ever done before. Some aspects slipped out the back. A relationship ending can only mean the end of a certain aspect of being. A tunnel must be called gangrenous. So obviously, your being has only limited aspects, so you essentially have to die and be reborn. How many times can that happen? Possibly the most crucial question.

Thought 4

I am the metaphysical reflection of the dead warrior.

Thought 5

With Buddhism, every newcomer is a potential traitor to your being.

Thought 6

Authentic Being requires as known sacrifice.

Thought 7

The 20th century broke the circle of stone, the symbol of physical war. This was replaced by the Fourth Reich and now a greater metaphysical realm, along with the ability to realize this inner realm.

Thought 8

Centurion or Sentinel? Your physical choice.

Thought 9

As if Protestant male being, there is some sort of universal sealant that fills in the cracks.

Thought 10

Die innere Lichtung qua fifth currency.

Thought 11

To explore being, you must reach into the right depths of the soul, and the surroundings must be either fully empty or teeming with life.

Thought 12

So we don’t fall on the tracks of the crowd going into the world. What we do is the world comes to us. We have already been here a very long time—250,000 years.

Thought 13

Going into battle as an Irishman—of course you’re dead, so is the guy who is going to kill you!

Thought 14

Had an amazing image while walking on the path: your silver handstand into goal of hands.

Thought 15

I’ve joined armies but always being too high-spirited. I had to be leveled off.

Thought 16

Why is any battle fought?

Thought 17

Now I have the emptiness of the silence, which combines to make the void.

Thought 18

Your cars have the captain's authentic being, which combines to make—that is what divinity is.

Thought 19

Together we can unify and reach the Golden Sands.

Thought 20

So they’re the seven stages of being. All we get is a physical body, but are we really connected to a greater being, which can easily be mis-sized? But life is only worth living amongst goddesses, gods, their heroes, and favored ones. Mortals deserve some affectation.

Thought 21

Then what happens? The baby is born, unites the parents, and as the child develops an ego, this causes separation—almost like the child escaping the enclosed egg of their parents.

Thought 22

It may happen that through one of his parents enjoying the physical world and experiencing the metaphysical slant, also linked with your mother tongue, maybe one of your parents is pushed aside.

Thought 23

Divine. Obviously, mortals cannot maintain the authenticity of their being. They can only exhaust their being, often that can be impressive, and then, of course, they can develop heroic consciousness.

Thought 24

So we met in the realm of totally inauthentic mean, just used to reflect back Western contradictory energy.

Thought 25

And then, as mentioned upstream, silence, emptiness of the twin poles, authenticity creates centrality where everything is seen, heard, and felt. The face of consciousness as central as pure centrality—the realm of goddesses.

Thought 26

As if together for tens of thousands of years, and then focusing down, I think I realized that eventually, we enter the pantheon. Of course, mortals cannot ever achieve this state; they must perceive it as an archangel.

January 1024 layers
Thought 1

Cause Satanic forces conquer the world.

Thought 2

Every artificial structure is evidence of joining if not seeing the war.

Thought 3

Left the lattice behind me.

Thought 4

Sweetie, the world has shut down for me.

Thought 5

You stayed and will stay true to your innermost form—our human form, the one we have been given to possess for a limited time.

Thought 6

Australia is a fake-it-till-you-make-it version of the USA.

Thought 7

How could I enter your invincible authentic world except through a mixture of tears, blood, and finality. Sorry.

Thought 8

When I look out, I don’t see things, places, or even people. I see realms, self-reflective rooms.

Thought 9

Sitting here, grounding. Birds are chasing each other through the undergrowth; they set up on the Felix and Julie log.

Thought 10

So if on a secret mission, how could you even contemplate informing someone outside the mission? A secret mission is everything—Treadstone.

Thought 11

Then the daughter of Athena enters the void, possibly adopted.

Thought 12

We shall learn the Sumerian together. And I’m calling your line, sweetie, too.

Thought 13

When the two human forms first made a promise to each other 250,000 years ago. William, for Dave: Above me, I see the ringmaster with his playful, gambling yet primly efficient consciousness.

Thought 14

Day 20 of our superficial—physically superficial—separation, or rather a metaphysical deepening.

Thought 15

In the physical world, the man is strong. In the metaphysical world, the female is strong. So if we reach the end of history, which is the limits of masculine strains, it releases a sense of emptiness replaced by a liberal democracy, which is really freewheeling circularity. Then they’ll have the metaphysical conquest, which must begin.

Thought 16

The Welsh, as a confederation of tribes, represent the initial impetus of raw Germanic Teutonic warrior consciousness pushed through into the boundary. Eventually, conquest is involved through royalty. So essentially, if you have a royal family, you are metaphysically conquered.

Thought 17

Did gods and goddesses invent as I did, or reinvent them? Or is there another world and an apple world?

Thought 18

Of course, you understand the depth, but there is political reasoning and convolution bolstering these deaths.

Thought 19

Living at the end of an era, there is an intense feeling, a layer of certitude where the multitude feel themselves to be victims of male or disjointed consciousness.

Thought 20

I’m assuming that Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance emphasizes that your penis hole is filled with lashings of emptiness and then you go out into the physical world to get parts for your being.

Thought 21

Ich habe getrockneter Hal’s wie ein sterbender Soldat.

Thought 22

Interlocking nature of the matrix revealed.

Thought 23

So essentially, the nature of belonging together and being together.

Thought 24

The immense desire to metaphysically exhaust myself well deep inside a Dinoworld—the incredible forest of magical contradictions. Brief, transient, luxurious, a political, poetical haze.

January 1114 layers
Thought 1

Darker measures lead to a compression of female consciousness into its realm of four contradictions—essentially the Third Reich. There are two:

Thought 2

Yes, Nikon is the darkest realm of human consciousness.

Thought 3

Potentially the only two sublime beings who came to Japan on their way to enhance their universality.

Thought 4

The battle for Middle Earth continues.

Thought 5

You as the Goddess of your own thoughts.

Thought 6

The woman wins the physical game—maintaining her child.

Thought 7

The male fights for dominance in the metaphysical realm.

Thought 8

How is it that simple models going through the motions are involved in a deeper struggle of deadly consequence?

Thought 9

Don’t wish to be co-opted by either the physical or metaphysical worlds.

Thought 10

So essentially, using Satanic forces to compress by emptiness is quite invigorating.

Thought 11

As we travel through the world, we register degrees of inauthenticity against ourselves.

Thought 12

That is intellectual intensity and emotional intensity, the above and below worlds.

Thought 13

The self-reflective again is philosophically of the upper level artistically; up they allege lava level.

Thought 14

And then we subdue the moment.

January 311 layers
January 31

01: You could say the Jews are children pretending to be adults and the Chinese adults pretending to be children. 02: That means that the German soldiers pretending to be bureaucrats and the British bureaucrats pretending to be soldiers. 03: That is to say the French and the British in between. 04: Why travel through a ridiculously stupid world of deadness and ignorance. 05: Monitor your authenticity. 06: So the male has strength, emptiness, knowledge. 07: Female has authenticity, beauty, and the centralised come in the room is of course love. 08: So in actual fact we triadically monitor the human race for their lack of authenticity, lack of beauty, and lack of equating to your love. 09: Adina centred yardstick of universal authenticity. 10: Seekers, Archangels and Bodhisattvas, each subtly different, first has not fully accepted their role. 11: Archangel has accepted role. 12: Bodhisattva rejected role then accepted.